i think my email was better

i don't know, i think my email from jaden was even better. he said "i know you love me more than tracie..." he he. maybe all my brainwashing is paying off. :) i miss the boys so much. and the rest of the family too! matthew and i were just talking about how we want to move back home! but right now, it just doesn't make sense. the problem is that it probably won't get any easier in the future either. we'll see. but somebody definitely needs to come visit. who will it be? who will be the first bryan to come?? who loves me the most??